worst timing..... ever!

I kid you not....
two days after i decide to admit to move on.... to give up completely on polyamour with allen and emily...
a mere month after i decide i'd given up hope...
two fuckign days after i fellt sumbody i have a crush n them
two fuckign days afteri deciee to go back tp monogamy
two fuckign days later...

allan and emily sit me down and tell em they are polya gaina dn they want me back...

fuck.
now..
i gotta decide..
poly...
or mono.
allan...or new guy wesley..

wonderful.
i have two guys one i know and love (allan) and the other i hardly know but am attracted to (wesley).
one that reporesent monogamy (wesley) and one that reprsent polyamory (allan)
and i dont knwo what to choose...

poly or mono? which is it?

two fuckign days...TWO FUCKING DAYS!!!!! AFTER A YEAR YOU GOOTA BE FUCKIGN KIDDING ME... TWO FUCKING DAYS!!!!!!