fuck....
Mae's son called me at 10am to tell me, i got the voicemail at noon. his son and pregnant girlfreind came down to stay with me. asked me to come to allt he family stuff cus i was family afterall...comforting.
hard week.
i love that family dearly, hard seeing them hurt to much. i didnt know her much but i know the rest of the family well enuff to be called family by them...
love them so much
hurting now..\going on 12 hrs sleep in 3 days.... neck feels like a iron rod...eyes r sorefrom crying, mouth sore from false smiles....
really hopeing my family freinds get thru this....
heres a poem below/ frist girl is JUne, she was maes granddaughter who died at the age of sixteen in a tragic car accident b4 i came alon to the family . second line is of course about Mae. third line is Mae's daughter the one who just passed away , Norma. will post more later, fer now am tired
Now I will have three roses to lay each a year at the graveyard.
One for the girl i never knew,
her years spent on this earth were far too few.
One for the woman whom i loved dear,
she was like family and a spiritual mentor for years
and now
one for the woman i wish i knew better
with strength beyond words and a love for family beyond measure.....
One for the girl i never knew,
her years spent on this earth were far too few.
One for the woman whom i loved dear,
she was like family and a spiritual mentor for years
and now
one for the woman i wish i knew better
with strength beyond words and a love for family beyond measure.....
