Dreaming of you, crossed dressed?

So, had a dream the other night. I am loving it! and hating the fact I am loving it. I really am past the bitterness of Divorce, and moved onto a healthy ability to look back and joke.

I'm ina mall or somthing.... and along come Frank. He takes me to his home...or I take him to mine. I dunno. all i know is we are together in some house which looks kinda like my parents place i lived in as a teenager and allan's new place.
in the dream, frank is all over me. he is apologetic. he is sweet. he is everything i coudl ever have wanted him to be. I am resisting him. and trust me...it is actually kinda easy because...
he is wearing a womans top. and he has breasts. he is wearing a bright pink floral top, one of the ones that has a v neck, accentuates his small but still there breasts, and has frills, and puffed sleeves... ther is no mistaking...this is a womans shirt. an rather hideous but definately a woman's shirt.
yeah
so frank is doinghis best to get me back... and suddenly there a knock or a ring (i cant remeber) at the door and i answer and it is allan.
handsome, suave,debonaire, masculine, sexy, smiling face, sexy hairy and manly bare chested allan (and trsut me, the man always turns me on when he is bare chested)
i let him in.
now in this dream mine and allan's relationship is still a secret. so allan sees frank and he says hello casually then leads me down stairs, behind a wall, whwre he proceed to begin to "get it on" with me. and of course i am trying to pull away cus we are supposed to be a secret and if frank found out it would no longer be secret.
suddenly frank comes downstairs and i pull away from allan, but frank must see cus he is suddenly very atentive to me. he is again trying to be sweet, apologetic etc. he is trying to get me to kiss him and i keep pulling away and finally he sayd to me
"You are beautiful you are sexy. i want you.I love you"
then... i'm pissed.
i look at him and say
"where was this 2 yrs ago?! 8 yrs ago? hunh?"
he again calls me beautiful... then allan pulls me to him , looks at frank then says " I call her beautiful everyday. and i love her"
he then plants a wonderful kiss on me... and then right there inf ront of frank, we get it on.
we make love
with frank, jaw dropping so low it practically is touching his small breasts which again are accentuated by the hideous floral womans top.


as allan said... in my dream, i totally emasculated frank.

i'm not bitter. But maybe my subconcious is on some kinda emasculate the ex kick ?
lol

like is aid, this dream was lots of fun. i just hope i am not wrong in liking this dream so much. i mean, i aint telling thye whole world about this...ok maybe i ma. but i aint blabbing it around town and making fun of him w/ it...sheesh i am using my annonymous blog to write about it and have only told allan

oh man that dream was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun! lol