birthday with the best drive home added in....

okay.... listen.. i vent ok... i let all the bad out to let the good in...
i just.... i dont want to make allan sound bad or anything... friday was wonderful! seriously it was. awkrd when he mentioned the news about coming out..but otherwise wonderful....
we started off with e nice drive that wa skinda long cus i was deer in headlights. he shared with me about his godfather. it was adorable! his godfather passed awaye a while ago...but he talkes about him like it was yesterday. he still has this dollar bill in his wallet his godfather gave him when he was 6. isnt that sweet!
c'mon say it with me.... "awwwwwwwwwwwwww"
the guys 36, thats double "awwwwwwwwwwwww"
lol
he then tells me he's paying for dinner and asks whenere i really want to go... we sit down to dinner and he takes off my jacket and hangs it for me... i ask for a strawberry daquri ( yea girly girly drink) he buys his beer... blue. my boyfriend is a labatts blue man... (insert song "i'm blue" by those one hit wonder guys from the late 1990's)
he shared his appetiser with me, and we shared dessert together.... one lil mini cake....with a candle in it cus he asked for one as it was my birthday (i'm glad we didnt go to boston pizza. they make u stand up ona stool and they sing to you...wait, i kinda like that....wait hno, secret boyfriend, even ina nother city so no standing up and getting birthday song sung to you...
we held hands... gave each other lil kisses once in a while... it was sweet. not nearly as lovey dovey as our one year anniversary but still lvoey dovey.i blameit on the deer in headlight news he gave me onthe way up..... i was not able to get past it.
u know the wole "emily and i are only a cpl steps away from coming out about polyamoury" things...
anayways....
it was a lovely night.... i really enjoyed driving around town and seeing where his godparent lived. it was a bad part of the town now, but it usedot be a nice place. it was sweet to hear about the clunker truck his dad and his godfather built. and even cuter when he talked baout the time his friend dropped into a pipe on the truck a roll of caps ( those things u used to buy to put int he toy guns to make em pop) and his godfathers son and him laughed their asses off at the huge bang! lol

it was a lovely night
very lovey dovey
and... achkhem... allan said it was his best drive home...

i ummm... well....nvere gave a guy a blow job while he drove a car i mean..it is dangerous but allan is good at multitasking and welll i though i'd see how much he cld handle....
thankfully i was still sick...i mean have u ever tried to give a guy a blowjob when u have brnchitis..it aint easy....
i had to stop cus i was going to caugh and coucghin whil giveing a blowjob stranely enuff is not sexy!
anyways.... he then proceeded to finger me while he drove..rotten blessed man! payback is sweet! anyways, that was wonderful... then we parked and tried to have sex int he car... not wondeful... the car, not so easy to have sex int he drivers seat... think wld have been eaier in the passenger seat.... damn staring wheel. I MISS ALLANS VAN!!!!!
anyways we then went home and ended the night inthe usual way..making love.
thats nice to say... my usual way to ending my nights w/ allan is by making love...
anyways.... i needed t say sum positive things, sothat u know...i just needed to

the other stuff in the previosu message still applies...
this does too tho...