theme song

allan, says we are freinds. but i dont know if i can ever see him as a friend.... and until i can, i cant date other men. i cant control myself around him. i need to be friends only with allan and then i can see another man. but that hasnt happened yet.
part of me feels like quitting, and begging him to take me back.
then the other part of me speaks and says, bu how happy will you be, settling for less then what i truly want....
and then i think, being alone, would be so much simpler.

Edie Brickell:Circle

lyrics:

Me, I'm a part of your circle of friends
and we notice you don't come around
Me, I think it all depends
on you touching ground with us.
But, I quit. I give up.
Nothing's good enough for anybody else
it seems.
And I quit. I give up.
Nothing's good enough for anybody else
it seems.

And being alone
is the best way to be.
When I'm by myself it's
the best way to be.
When I'm all alone it's
the best way to be.
When I'm by myself
nobody else can say goodbye.

Everything is temporary anyway.
When the streets are wet --
the color slip into the sky.
But I don't know why that means you and I are
- that means you and....
I quit -- I give up.
Nothin's good enough for anybody else it seems.
But I quit. I give up.
Nothing's good enough for anybody else it seems.

And being alone
is the best way to be.
When I'm by myself it's
the best way to be.
When I'm all alone it's
the best way to be.
When I'm by myself
nobody else can say...

Me, I'm a part of your circle of friends
and we notice you don't come around.