But time, new love, and Jesus heal all wounds

Monday, November 9, 2009

conclusion....

I mist enjoy pain...i must enjoyt hurting myself over and over...
it is the only logical explaintioon as to why i would be doing wha i'v ebeen doing.
which is having sex with allan over and over...
which is not getting over allan
which is getting involved ian relationship onyl we arent callign it a relationship we arte just doing th e exact same fucking thing we did b4 i brokw up altho heaven forbid we call it a realtionship...
and now...wow what do u know... 3 mths later i am exactly wher ei was when i first broke up with allan,,,,
i must enjoy hurting myself.....
it is the only logical expalintion...

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