poetry and todays theme songs

polyamoury's frustration and anguish

I worry sometimes,
that life will become to much for me
an i'll find myself sinking
back into that black hole again
that deep darkness.

living all alone i wonder if i will ever
truly
be happy again?
you're there,
and i'm here. alone.

is this what life is mean to be?
hiding feelings from the world
and
loving w/out living?

you make me feel alive
you brighten my darkness.
but living alone,
while you live your other life
leaves me here
in the dark
alone.
missing you.

i am content however
to wait on you.
just dont let me sink back
into that deep darkness
that you call
depression


THIS SONG IS FOR FRANK (MY EX)...
CELINE DION: MISLED
VIDEO: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wxr7GbWXXPU
LYRICS:

I thought I knew you
Thought that I knew you well
We had a rhythm
But I guess you never can tell
Oh I learned early
Never to ignore the signs
You'll be forgiven
It ain't worth that much to my mind

Lovin' you is so easy
It's hard to say goodbye
But if it's the way it goes it goes

(Chorus)
Just a page in my history
Just another one of those mysteries
One more lover that used to be
If you think you're in my head
You been seriously misled

Loving somebody ain't your average 9 to 5 um
It takes conviction um it takes a will to survive
I'm not somebody
Who commits the crime and leaves the scene
But when I've been dissed
I don't spend much time on what might have been

I'm not about self-pity
Love did me wrong
Now I'm movin', movin' on
(Chorus)
Just a page in my history
Just another one of those mysteries
One more lover that used to be
If you think you're in my head
You been seriously misled

I get on with my life
And you’re not on my mind
Am I too close to time
To get over you?
Ooohhhh

I'm not about self-pity
Love did me wrong
So I'm movin', movin' on
and on and on and on and on

(Chorus - Repeats 3 times)
Just a page in my history
Just another one of those mysteries
One more lover that used to be
If you think you're in my head
You’re seriously misled

(Finale)
If you think you're in my head
You’re seriously misled


THIS SONG IS FOR ALLAN AND ANY OTHER MAN WHO WALKS INTO MY LIFE IN THE FUTURE....

Tracy Chapman - New Beginning

VIDEO: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fNYEQYNjtg
LYRICS:
The whole world's broke and it ain't worth fixing
It's time to start all over, make a new beginning
There's too much pain, too much suffering
Let's resolve to start all over make a new beginning


Now don't get me wrong I love life and living
But when you wake up and look around at everything that's going down
All wrong
You see we need to change it now, this world with too few happy endings
We can resolve to start all over make a new beginning


Start all over
Start all over
Start all over
Start all over


The world is broken into fragments and pieces
That once were joined together in a unified whole
But now too many stand alone There's too much separation
We can resolve to come together in the new beginning


Start all over
Start all over
Start all over
Start all over


We can break the cycle - We can break the chain
We can start all over - In the new beginning
We can learn, we can teach
We can share the myths the dream the prayer
The notion that we can do better
Change our lives and paths
Create a new world


And Start all over
Start all over
Start all over
Start all over


The whole world's broke and it ain't worth fixing
It's time to start all over, make a new beginning
There's too much fighting, too little understanding
It's time to stop and start all over
Make a new beginning


Start all over
Start all over
Start all over
Start all over


We need to make new symbols
Make new signs
Make a new language
With these we'll define the world


And start all over
Start all over
Start all over
Start all over ...