But time, new love, and Jesus heal all wounds

Sunday, March 9, 2008


Wish I'd learned this a long time ago.... I waited long enuff for you to make upi your mind, your drug or me? Finally, I decided and I took Control. And altho there are days i feel a pang of axiety and worry over my decison... its over. has been for a while now. So gald 8 mths go i left you. 4 more months and you'll be legally out of my life! SO DON'T CALL ME, I WONT WONT CALL YOU! LOL! three times i've left you.... there wont be a fourth. and two times i took you back... there wont be a third. its sad tho... were you ever mine... for a time.....perhaps. but these last yrs you were never mine.....
dont cry to me.... i wont listen anymore.

EVANESCENCE: CALL ME WHEN YOUR SOBER
VIDEO: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=izYIO9VtjUs
LYRICS:
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.

So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.


YOU CAN BLAME IT ONE ME, I'M WILLINE TO TAKE THE BLAME. PERHAPS THE FAULT IS ALL MINE, OR PERHAPS NOT. ALL I KNWO IS... YOU CAN BLAME ME IF IT HELPS YOU MOVE ON. AS LONG AS YOU ARE GONE, I AM BETTER . AND BESIDES, IF ITS NOT ALL MY FAULT, IT WONT MATTER IF U BLAME ME CUS I'LL KNOW IT WASNT. AS LONG AS YOU'RE FREE AND AWAY FROM ME

EVANESCANCE: LACRYMOSA
VIDEO: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ipZkZRB8a_E
LYRICS:
Out on your own
cold and alone again
can this be what you really wanted, baby?

Blame it on me
set your guilt free
nothing can hold you back now

Now that you're gone
I feel like myself again
grieving the things I can't repair and willing ...

to let you blame it on me
and set your guilt free
I don't want to hold you back now love

I can't change who I am
not this time, I wont lie to keep you near me
and in this short life, there's no time to waste on giving up
my love wasn't enough

and you can blame it on me
just set your guilt free, honey
I don't want to hold you back now love

IT WILL TAKE TIME, THE MEMORIES THE PAIN AND THE HURT... I WILL OVERCOME THEM ALL. I DONT NEED A HERO, I WILL OVERCOME IN TIME. FOR NOW, HAVING LEFT YOU AND REALISED I DONT LOVE YOU, AND HAVING FOUND A NEW LIFE... IS ENUFF.

WITHEN TEMPTATION:OVERCOME
VIDEO:
LYRICS:
Where are the heroes
In my time of need
Is my cry not loud enough
Or have they gone all numb

They just tend to stand
Out of the rain
Thinking but not acting
That they're not to blame

Falling and crawling
A fight to stand up
Memory still haunts me
In the dead of night

Over and over
I felt so small
But one day I'll be stronger
And you better watch out

I will overcome
Your violence their silence
Although,
It can't be undone
I will overcome
Knowing that I'm not the only one
I will overcome
It's the only way to carry on

Where are the saviours
Afraid of the toll
Sorry do my nine inch nails
Slash your soul

Such heroes
Throwing stones
Straight at the one
Who is standing alone

Twisting and turning
It's always the same
Truth is never honest
When you're to blame

Pushing and pulling
Never give in
One day I wish
You'll see you're not so beautiful within

I will overcome
Your violence your silence
Although,
It can't be undone
I will overcome
Knowing that I'm not the only one
I will overcome
It's the only way to carry on

Run and run
Run and run

I will overcome
Their violence your silence
Although,
It can't be undone
I will overcome
Knowing that I'm not the only one
I will overcome
It's the only way to carry on

I will overcome

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