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if anybody wants to know how i'm feeling.... here it is...

I m going 2 smile & make u think I m happy, I m going to laugh, so u dont C me cry, I m going to let u go in style, & even if it kills me - I m going 2 smile


i saw this on facebook and knew it applied. in more ways then one. cus well, i havea secret boyfriend...which makes anything that happens to us... a secret. i can't show how i feel
and how i feel is i want o crawl into bed and stay there for days on end.... i want ot take a leave of absence. i wan tto move to another proveince and be with my mother and pay off my debt and start all over agin. but most of all....
i wanto be with him
here
i feel happiest with him
and when i am not with him.... when ...when i might not be with him... i want to run away.
dont worry i wont kill myself over a guy. but i may move away to a whole new city .... very tempting....