Insert Celine Dion Title here-->All By Myself

I dunno who she is anymore, But she isnt my best friend Vivian anymore. That girl, had an affair with a boy in the military (21 yrs old) for 3 mths. Dated him on and off 2 times a week for the past 3 mth behind her husband pauls back. she got caught last week, wednesday. called me cus Paul threw her out. spent wed and thurs in a hotel and moved from "making out" to full out "consomation" of the relationship with young army boy...we shall name him.... Billy.
I own a small one bed apt, with cardboard thin walls. I wa sin an accident and therefore wantedf the bed, and gave her the couch. despite not knowing Bill the Boy froma hole in the ground, despite this being the man she is leaving Paul and her 5 yr old Gabriel for.... I allowed him to stay overnight. I assumed that being a respectable person and the size of said apt and given the uncomfortable nature of the situation that i didnt have to say..."please dont have sex while i am in the next room.... so yeah ..... U know what they say about assuming....makes and ass out of u and me.
They had sex on my couch... my bedroom door wide open cus i let the cats come in and out of my room and if i close the door Fatcat will whine to be let in.
I woke up to muffled sounds which i hoped were her whimpering cus of a nightmare...and walked in on them when i went to turn the tv down and go to my bathroom... yeah...
so I laid down a ground rule. No sex with him in my house and he cant stay overnight...
But it was thanksgiving weekend so i let him stay sat night and told her he had to go back to the army shacks sun night. I spent thanksging weekend trying to get to know her new man billy. really really really hard! I mean, he was being so nice it was hard not to like the guy... except for the fact he knowingly engaed a relationship with a woman he knew was married and was not in an open marriage.... i still tried to know him!
She then pushed for him to be able to stay again.... she asked if he cld stay the nxt weekend, her on the bed with me and him on the couch. I told her i wld think on it. next day i said no. I was not comfortable with him overnight period. I also asked him not to be there when i wasnt in the apt.
i mean c'mon i dunno the guy at all. and i tried to get know him... we spent thanksgiving weekend together. I wasnt even planning on havinf thanksgiving... on a side note...
whata delicious sense of irony God has. last year my thanksgiving was cxld because of a cheating wife. My stepmother had an affair and my dad cxld thanksgiving. this yr I had thanksgiving because of a cheating wife. Vivian had and affair and as such spent the wknd with me cus she had no other place to go.
back to the situation.
so yeah.... i spent the night with emily and allen and martha for a babalon 5 marathon. I left my phone as always with vivian .... i only own a cell phone. so yeah, she had my phone and my keys to my apt all week....saturday afternoon i called her to get my phone. when i called her i said ...this is word for word , emily was htere. I did not say it in a joking tone....
"when I am not there i do not want Billy the Boy In my apt."
that wa sit. she said ok. i got my phone and left it at that.
about 1 hr ago i paid an unexpected visit home. I wanted to make sure the cats still had food cus i dont expect Vivian to care for my cats. she has been cleaning... i will give her that.
anyways... iwalk in with emily and emily's 2 girls adn what do i find.... a sleeping vivian on my sofa with... u guess it BILLY THR BOY!!!! SHE ACTED LIKE NOTHING WAS WRONG.!!!!!!!
so i said..... "viv, i will call u later but i told u her was not to be here when i wasnt here." then i looked at him and said " no offense man, but i dont know u and this si my apt."
so i dropped off the food and went back to emily's. I went to her basement and i screamed w/ my mouth covered by my hand!
I then called viv. "howe long were u alseep?" "20 min" "ok, io asked u not to have him there when i wasnt there. U r gone. get ur stuff together and be gone by the time i am home tonight. i will be late" "ok , i will have another place tonight" she said coldly.
i had better not find anything amiss in my apt.... they had better not have made any noise.... and they had better not hurt my cats ot do anything to my place.....
I just feel so hurt and betrayed.... i mean nothing comapred to paul's hurt....but i just...
i dunno this girls. she is not my best friend vivian. and i hope this younger adultering boy is worth all the bridgges she is burning...
she plans to leave her gabriel behind.... moving sevreal days drive away to be with, u guessed it... billy the boy.
so yeah...
and as for billy the boy... he is trying too hard to be nice. and wonders why everybody is so biast. i dunno, maybe cus u knew she was married made the fisrt move on her and then pursued it further... not that she aint to blame too... and paul hold sum blame too.. but billy... boy did u ever fuck up! U chose to get involved witha married woman....u knew it wqasnt open. u hid the relationship... and yeah... i have a harrid feeling u will leave her hi and dry sumtime....
i dunno..
Vivian, i love you..... but sweety.... you broke my heart, and my trust..... Goodbye my friend. Good luck with your new life. I dunno who you are.