allan, no contact please! sheesh!

I went to see thor tonight with wesley. Loved it.
saw allan ther too. he was one person behind me. i dunno what it is but it is liek i have allan-dar. like i sense hes thewre, weird. maybe after u've been with sumbody long enuff you develop that?
I asked him for no contact in febuary. it started with me an emily fighting on the phone "i hate the control you have over him and my family" she screamed "well fine. no fucking control if i'm not around. no more contact. see ya. we r thru as freinds" and that was t i cut off contact. he then sends me an email via facebook asking if he and emily are "healthy". it SSCARED ME. I said YES THEY WERE. altho NO THEY ARENT, and said no more contact from him either. a cpl weeks later he comments ona status on facebook of mine. so i text hime... "i'm sorry if i wasnt clear. but i saw ur facebook post. no more contact please." he said "i thought we were aquaintances still. i said "no, my bad for not being clear. no we arent and no more contact with me" then he decides to text me again a cpl weeks later "i have ur money i owe u. i can pick u up at work" well i'm not gonna turn down money that i am owed, it wasnt no 5$ neither! so i decline the drive home and tell hin to meet me at my apt at 8pm after i get off work and that i know the girls have dance so bring them along if needed (he cant say n e thing w/ then there nor stay long) . then i send a text to wesley to make sure he is there when allan shows up. allan does, and he kinda does this feet shuffle thing where he looks like he wants to linger but sees wesley makes a comment about awkwardness and then says if eber i need to talk he is there for me and leaves. then a cpl weeks later he again texts me. this time wanted to meet me for five minutes. then texts me whan i dont reply that he needs to to taslk t me about sumthing faceto face rather then via text. at this point, i dont reply. i just decide he is tryng to gettime to see me is all. the next day he sends me a poissy text about since i didnt reply and he will just tell me via tevt...
he and emily are separated. it has nothing to do with me.
cant say i didnt see that one coming. apparently according to my friend paul..who told me without my asking, he aactually caled me a week b4 allans text to let me know..apparently allan and emilys relationship declined severly after imad emy choice at no and i made choice of no more contact. they have severe trust issues. she hid things from her and him from her too. all this bs came out after i left btw. they found out emily has a severe problem with telling the truth, she lies and hides stuff. and that allan has issues too (unknown by paul)...and they just decided to separate.
well gee now his contacting me masde sense!
anyways after th texts.... i decide to remove him from facebook friend list. previosuly i kept him on there because not everybody knows about our old relationship and i dont want everybody to know....but afte=r the texts i figure he will get the point not to contact me.
nope.
he sends me another facebook emails saying "i dont get it. whats did i do wrong, u removed me fro facebook freinds list?"
i dunno how about YOU KEEP CONTACTING ME WHEN I HAVE TOLD YOU NOT TO!"
so then i figure..ok...lets talke to paul abouth this. paulk says that allan has blinder son and wwant to be my freind again 9maybe more) and is chaseing me and that i shoudl talk to lisa..and he and lisa will beathump it into allands head to leave me alone.
oh and by the way.. all this goes on and allans grls are invited to gabriel (my godsons) bday party so guess hwat i wiull have had to be around alanna and emily and the kids!
so lisa and paul beathump allan... and they say he will behave.
i ask lisato ask allan to goive her my apt keys back. or ifhe likes give em to paul. or if he likes give em to his neighbour who is my freind and knows the situation....
lisa talks to him and
he refused. SAID HE WLD GIVE THEM TO ME HIMSELF. for dfucks sakes...NO CONTCT ALLAN!!!!!
anyways... he waits till wesley is gone fer a second then waltzesover at the b-day parttyy and gives me my keys. then makes acomment to cut out the retorect on facebook (referring to a status i put that was "have u ever wanted to say to sumbody what part of no do u not understand?") and i rpoceed to tell him i never said any names..he then says
"you never actually said no contact"
at that point i'm livid and i'm also... scared.
what that fuck? i've got texts and an email that say otherwise!!!!! i've also go two freind to say it for me!
anyways...i go home..and the next day i send him one last text that says...ad i quote
"allan, because u have stated that i have not advised u of no contact (by the way i have said it before) i will givve u one last final warning. no more contacting me in any form. i hace cc's lisa and paul so they see this too"
i kid you not.... two minutes later..he texts me back about how hypocritical it was of me to go thru lisa and paul to contact him when i told him not to use one of his freinds to do the same. i didnt reply.... that was a freebie. but i'm not hypocritical the diff is...i'm using them to tell him to fuck off because ive already told him three times and he isnt listening to me!
so that was april 24th... easter sunday....
now i was ona dateing website that as local. and i cant figure how to delete my account. and i still get the emails in my junk mail. but i just ignore them and i put a note on my profile that i was no longer seeking and was ina relationship..... well... guess what.. allan found my profile...
then adds me to his favorites list.
on may 1st.
see dumbass didnt know i would geta notification. s i went in, theres an option to delte yerself from a faves list of sumbody, i blocked him from my profile and sent the admins a letter asking them to send hima warning because he is contacting me whwn i;ve asked him not to.
and then i bawled my eyes out.
i dont knwo why he wont leave me alone....
it would be differnet if i said no contact and then like ths later he sent a hello how r u and then i sauid, no contact again... butthats not it...he just kees goign on to his freind lisa how much h misses his friend and then wont leave me be!
u knwo what..i do admit...i miss him a lot. when i saw him tonight i smiled, and i remembered my frind and my love and i just... i missed him. but them i brought myself to realty, reminded myself of all the hurt, that i cant trust him, and that he hasnt even been respecting my no contact request so y would i ever be his freind.... then i was ok.
i mourn the loss of friend ship... but i know that wesley was the right choice.... for me.
altho... ther are sum things that are gettignt o me.... will blog about those next post.
by the way... allan and emily have access to this blog.... out of stburness i refuse to stop using it.... but, part of me doesnt knwo if she wants allan seeing this stuff...