"my little night elf"

LOL ever have nicknames for your significant others?
for frank, it was beb (a short form of the french bebe) or babe
for alla it was handsum
and for wesley it is babes, baby, handsum, hun, sexy, or cheri.
wesley has nivk names for me too.....
he calls me His anime babe and "his little night elf" . you have to b a geek to understand. see we both love japanese anime. and ther anime girls well, they alwasy have nice hips, flate tummies and big boobs. so he says, i look like an anime babe with my hourglass figure, flat tummy and d cup size boobs LOL as for the night elf thing... it is my favourite thing...
when he says "ah, my little night elf" it makes me swoon. LOL. he plays worls of warcraft, an online game. there is a type of character species called a night elf. the felmales always have big boobs and they doo this thing where they stand with the lags together, arm behind their back and go up and down in pace to make their boobs bounce.
welll i didd it just once as a joke to turn him on and welll.. it stuck. he now calls me his little night elf ...sumtime after i do my boob bounceing and sumtimes he says it and then i boob bounce.
he doesnt think i'm fat...which btw im not i just have been told it my whole life and beleived it is all :-) and he gets turned on by me.
one night i wore my lttle black dress for him and i looked down and... he had a hard on. wow the power of a black dress!!!! i mean, i was fully clotheed and so was he and ... we werent doig n e thingi was just showing him my dress... and wow. hard on!
lol.
he is very respect ful. we still have only fooled around. we havent had full on sex. i told him i want to wait for marriage or at very least till i am in love... and he respects that.
well.... last week i bought condoms and birth control and showed him... and he is all excited now as am i....
i even let the words i love you slip out...
he has not ssaid it back.
granted, i'm his first girlfrind in 8 yrs! and we've only dated 3 mths. so perhaps he is just taking it slow...
he says thinks like he "likes me a lot" and he bought me gorgeous white gold sparley earings as a one month gift, and for easter he took me to meet his whole family for easter dinner... and we do stuff in public together like dinner and movies and hanging out and cuddling and repsectful forms of pda.... heel today he even sugested putting a couples picture of him and me at my desk at work....
but... he hasnt said the words. and i know actions can speak louder then words... but
i hope he realises just what it means for me to say thse words. i have told him, i dont say them until i mean them. and i've fallen for him. right now, he would make me the happiest woman if only he would say those words back...
i knwo i know he maybe jus isnt at the same level as me. i mean me, i am very in tune with myself... i know what i feel and well maybe he just isnt used to ths yet....
i just, i dunno. i keep haveing to tell myself it is okay to fall in love. i have to keep teling myself it is ok to risk being hurt. i have to keep telling myslef...it is ok, trust wesley...trust me, and just beleive and feel what i feel....
oh wesley.... please , say those words ..... sweety u already have my geart, it is yours. justtry not to break it. i hope u fele the way i do... cus i love you. i am patient, i can wait till u feel the same....i just hope that i dont get hurt.
i wearmy heart on my sleeve....that is dangerous but honest.

je taime cheri