But time, new love, and Jesus heal all wounds

Sunday, October 2, 2011

I fucked up... again.... acted on impulse and old avice i may not have remebered correctly or may have been bad or faulty advice....
i fucked up...
she who shall not be named, blocked me and several others on facebook.... has sent me another 30 or 60 dollars i cant remeber..... and has moved away...
it wa soct 1st. she didnt say boo bout moveing yet. so i said to her" heard ur mveing today wassup"
she lied saying shes goignt o university and needs my email address to send me money
then i gve uit to her. then says it is sent. then doesnt send it till i say " i dotn see it" then i react...and wthout cxhking with all say
this by no means changes what u and aleisha did this is not a civil aaggrreement which will not prevent any legal action from takign place....
thats all
i fucked up
royally
fucvked up
pissed off at myself.
for the first time, ina long time.....
i feel lower then low.....
i dont tink the ords were wromg. whats i said was right. there wasno slander. no name calling. no angry words. othign but facts.
what i said was rigt
i m down on myself cus of timeing....and stupidity... cus of impulse.\i shld have talked to everybody b4 i mad ethe comments..\and i deeply regret it now
and i feel liekcrap
like im a fuck up...
i feel loiek a fuck up
sorry guys im sorry i fuycked up....
argh!

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