Damaged goods

this is my life's theme song... it applies to the molestation that happened tome when was little. it applies to my relationship with frank. and unforgettably applies to how i feel after what i did to Emily- that is having an affair with her significant other....with Allan.
I'm scared, and ashamed.... and I'm damaged goods now, and always.
btw, I dreamt I had a baby last night, the father was sumbody made up in my mind as I didnt recognize him from my life. I had a baby girl, named her Melody. We were a happy family, and it was such a happy dream i hated to wake up and when i did I woke up crying...

Damaged -Plummet

Lyrics

Dreaming comes so easily
Cause it's all that I've know
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged
So how would i know
I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm shamed and I need for you too know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
But you can't take back
What you've taken away
Cause I feel
I feel you, near me
(repeat)

healing comes so painfully
And it chills to the bone
will anyone get close to me?
I'm damaged as I'm sure you know

I'm scared
And I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
But you cant take back
What you've taken away
Cause I feel you
I feel you, near me
(repeat)

There is nothing for my soul
and into this fear
forgiveness for a man
who is stronger
i was just a little girl
but i cant go back

can't go back
(x4)
I CAN'T GO BACK
(3X)
I must go ON
(x4)