smow and a move and a house for my friends

This doesnt happen very often.....so perhaps it shld be marked upon a calander or sumthing. then again, this si an anonymous blog...so perhaps best not :) but today, today i will blog out hapy thaoughts.
well, i'll try to blog out happy thoughts, but as this is typically a blog i use to vent my frustrations, bad thoughts etc that may prove difficult. anyways, hsall we?

So Emily and allan moved into there hous this weekend. yipee , welcome to 23 1/2 yrs of debt! lol. we moved in a blizzard. yup. a blizzard. now 4 any1 who doesnt undertsand a blizzard here means oh about 40 com snow dumped over night w/ wnds gusting at gowd only knos how fast ( weel that aint tru, instruments can measure the wind speed, anyways) w/ white outs ( thats when da snow she blows so fast u r lucky to see ur hand in front of yer face let alone the road in front of u) and cold temps! yeah, se we started moving at 9am.... by 630pm strom hits. no problemo, we think. big badda truck, itty bitty snow falkes.
ummm, yeah
so we finish off load# 2 and go back fer load #3. still lotsa snow.
load # 3 loaded. pull into driveway. slight problem.
cant get up driveway. too manny of those itty bitty snowflakes making it slippery.
we keep tryiong to back in the truck up the drivewy cus well.. we wanna hve the back end as close as possible to the garage so we can load into the garage.
umm yeah.
so here i am, ms has no liscence, nvr drivena truck b4.... standing out in a fucking blizzard, with my sneakers, and allans spring jacket, and i am yelling out (fromt he side) stop, go this way, go that way, try again....)
help arrives
nect door neighbours! sorta. more specifiaccly neighbours who live up street visint iter sister who is nxt door. anyways nxt door neighbours come over, in parkas and boots (haha, my breain was mush and i forgot my stuff, allans stuff was packed i made du and am now sniffling cus of it! anyways) and say "lets drive the van up , not back it up. looky loo! it worked lol. then allan says "fuck it, not doing last load"
neighboroonies dont let us. say "lets do it now, u have fresh meat. me and my hubby will help u guys. "
allan actually agrees.
so me in sneakers and spring coat, allan in sweat shirt and jeans ( damn he still managed to look sexy! fuck!), emily in fleece coat and sneakers, and neighbouroonies ( who actually i emily know the wifey poo neighbouroonie from work! lol) bucket brigade his comics into the house and unload the rest of the garage stuff into the garage.
yup.... we got er dun tho.
boo-rah! ha! blizzard smizzard! lol
yeah so they are in their happy lil home.
good for them.
onward ho. on to toher happy thought
see this si where it get not so happy... i am trying to focus on happy thoughts so that i can stay happy....
holidays are not fun
not anymore
so anyways... other happy things... like allan. he dropped by friday. i had the day off, as did he. so he stopped by. whata pleasnat surprise. i lovwe it when he surprises me :) we spent a lil time toegether b4 he had to get eily from work, then cam back to pick me up. i helped himand emily pack lasy minute things then stayed the night. saturday i helped paint the new home and then back to the old apt to waot for paint to dry. emily called it a night adn allan and me weree left to the livingroom for an ahour or so to ait till ikdnight b4 we cld pain another coate....
we spent the time cuddling. well its started out on separate couches. and i asked to cuddle. he said he was comfy.lol, he looked it too. so i laid back down and tried not to sulk.
i dont sulk to get my way. but i do sulk if i dotn get to cuddle w/ my boyfriend who i hardly see. lol
thankfully, allan eventually lookeds at me, sat up and patted the couch, beckining me over.
thank you. lol
so i snuggled up nice and close, and closed my eyes. my head laying on his chest. i love his chest. its always warm and loving. and when i am ther its loving and safe and sweet. he wraps his arm around me and i can close my eyes and drift off to sleep. i hear his heart beating. strong, steady, loving. its my favorite part. more then the arms, his hands caressing me, more then his warmth...its his heart.
strong. steady. true. loving.
always beating...on and on...
he loves to cuddle. we always cuddle after making love. and ont he rare night we dont, he lets me cuddle in his arms tll i fall alseep. ocasionally he does too. lol. and that just elps me sleep as i find his snoring actually comforting.
yeah i just saidit... his snores are comforting.
they actually induce a state of happiness and comfotablesness and help me to peacfully sleep :)

i just wish i cld enjoy it more often (see now theres that bad again... yeash can't have a totally happy thgt can i?)

anyways, therer is is... a happy blog.
enjoy :0 i know i will.
thinking of cuddling w/ allan... always makes me smile. why shldn't it? cuddling with the one you love should always make a smile show up on yer face :) thats how u know u r truly in love, when justt he thought of them.... gives you those butterflies in yer stomach and that squishy hapy lovey dover feeling lol :)

xoxoxo
je t'aime mon amoure...despite the obvious flawsin our relationship, i'll work as hard as i can to stay strong... for u. cus i love you. and i want to be with you- that is i want to be with you poly syle of course :) and by poly stayle, i mean i dont wat u all to myself, cus thats not polyamoury :) i want you to love the other u love, and be with me too :)
anyways, nuff blogging... i need to sleep.... been alogn wknd pushed mysekf way to hard to help allan and emily.
i shlda known better... but i wanted to help them so badly. didnt want them to do this on their own... i mean i've moved and unpackjed on my own... no fun.

glad to help allan and emily.... but urs truly pushed herself a lot too hard and will prob be feeling very very tired these nxt few days...

oh and in case i dont geta chance...merry christmas!