sumtimes i wonder if people really get me at all...
still miffed about the whole friends with benefits thing... told allan point blank, no sex. boundary drawn. no. period. no. i told him i understand if we make mistake and cross that line bu accident...but if that happens we agree It was a mistake, and move on and do our damnedest not to make that mistake again.... i'm not ok with friend with benefits... but in understand we may slip up, we just cant not make it a regular thing and have to try our best not to do it.... we need to make a conscious decision not to have sex...period....
anyways.... monday going to see a show in a another city with an old high school friend...just one thing. i dunno if it is a date or not? then there was last weekend, i kinda accepted a date ....or did i?, to have a friend over fer a movie...alone.... ok....i know u can have guy friends just both these guys have given off that "i like you more then friend" vibe...u know.... so i plan to subtly ask if these are dates ot not....
and if the are....am i ok with that so soon? cus i'd rahter not rebound with these two sweet guys...u know? rebounds only hurt.... and it wld be a rebound... but i didnt think that it was a date until afterwards i went...wait a sec... what are these guys intentions.....
this is fucked up...
But time, new love, and Jesus heal all wounds
2 comments:
I assume that you are a relatively attractive young Lady. That being said,"What the heck do you think their intentions are, Silly?"
Do remember this....first time I went out with Dragn, it was confirmed ahead of time, by me, that this was a "Non-Date sorta kinda Date"......
Dates are to test the waters, compatability issues, attractedness,humor....etc....
Any body, and I mean ANYBODY trys to get you to uncross your legs gets the boot.
So....that being said, Have Fun!!!!
so what u are saying is....i accepted 2 non date sorta kinda dates with each these guys? lol
cus well, we never said it was date....and i know u can be freidns with a guy andjust be freidns but well....
especially after tonight....i think it was a "test the waters" kinda thing on their part.....
but wolf, neither one tried anything...totally respectful... and no chemistry, at all..... i eman i felt them attracte dto me, couldnt deny that....hell even the guy i went to see play live commented on it that the guy i was with who i claimed i was justa freind with was more the justa friend, and when the musuician comments who harly know u welllllllll
anwyays.... just friends, i feel no connectionw ith these guys...but i gotta lay em down gently cus i felt their vibes and i hthink they were intoa me LOL
thanks again wolf, wont uncross my legs fer any guy who i dont love...
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