Maybe it's the bitch in me coning out, maybe its a bit off untapped anger but either way man do i feel pissed right now. I'm sorry but why must ppl inssist that they know the whole story and that they must comment of my former relationship to the point of actually saying "well you may end up getting back together"....
ummmmm.... wellllll..... what an i say to that.... how bout i bite my toungue cus here's what i am really thinking when ppl say stuff like that....
FUCK... OFF... SHUT UP NOW. YOU DON'T KNOW THE FULL STORY. YOU DON'T HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS. AND LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!
I mean come on. I think i am a big girl. I know what the fuck divorce means! and boys am i fucking pissed off right now at ppl who say thos stupid fucking words! bunch of dam idiots. when they say stuff like that i want to yell out...
"he likes 14 yr old girls!
he hasnt had sex with me in god knows how long!
there is absolutly no intimacy and he didnt want to get help!
he was a lazy bum!
he was an asshole who paraded around as a nice guy
he was an addict
he was a liar
and a hypocrite...
ya think that would shut their fucking mouths!
but no, i am a nice giel and i wont say those things because of course i dont want to cause a stir, and well all that crap.....anyways...... fuck i'm pissed!
on a better note...
i am happy. pissed off right now. but happy otherwise. been a long time comin and does it feel nice to be happy. and to be me. (threw ya thru a loop? well thats just me. once i get the inital burst out i am fine. it all goes away........ eventually.
But time, new love, and Jesus heal all wounds
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