a theme song for him....

a them song for him..... for yesterday, and for all i'd ever felt.... yes felt. because i feel a lot different now. I didnt fail him. he failed me... and i am so over him :) he used to destroy and condemn, both himself and myself....i often wonder why? he saw the negative, no positive... he hurt me in ways i pray i will never be hurt again.... i did my best. and i am glad its over! finally, over. I had the strength to take that leap. to get away. to say enuff is enuff. and i failed nobody. quite to the contrary i was true to myself!

within temptation: destroyed

video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-I2Ft1HuEI&NR=1
lyrics:
I did my best to please you
But my best was never good enough
Somehow you're only able to see
All I am not

Did you ever look behind
Aren't you afraid of the pieces you'll find
I have failed you
but you have failed me too

[Chorus]
It's so easy to destroy
and condemn
The ones you do not understand
do you ever wonder if it's justified

It's so easy to destroy
and condemn
The ones you do not understand
in your life why didn't you ever try


I close my eyes as I walk the thin line
between love and hate
For the person with the same blood in his veins

You show no regrets
about all the things you did or said
I have failed you
but believe me
you failed me too