todays theme songS

Oh my dear wesley....i love you :-)

BURT CUMMINGS : PLAY U A RHAPSODY

VIDEO HERE AND THE WARNING IS THERE CUS THERE R SUM STEAMY PICS

LYRICS:

What will you see? What will you be?
Anything you want to love is easy
How will you know if I am for you?
You won't know me to see me, but you'll know by what I do

For I will play a rhapsody
Cleverly disguise it, so it's not been heard before
And I will sing a lullaby
Let you know I'm near you through the night to keep you warm

How will you know? Where you should go?
Anywhere you want to love is fast or love is slow
Falling through feelings and falling through time
[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/burton-cummings-lyrics/i-will-play-a-rhapsody-lyrics.html ]
You won't know me to see me, but I'll come to you in rhyme

For I will play a rhapsody
Cleverly disguise it, so it's not been heard before
And I will sing a lullaby
Let you know I'm near you through the night to keep you warm

I will play a rhapsody
Cleverly disguise it, so it's not been heard before
And I will sing a lullaby
Let you know I'm near you through the night to keep you warm
I'll let you know I'm near you through the night to keep you warm

I will play a rhapsody

THIS SONG ALWAYS MADE ME THINK OF ALLAN, AND NOW I THINK OF WESLEY WHEN I HEAR IT :-)

POUR SUM SUGAR ON ME : DEFF LEOPARD

VIDEO HERE

LYRICS:

Step inside, walk this way
You and me babe, hey hey

Love is like a bomb, baby, c'mon get it on
Livin' like a lover with a radar phone
Lookin' like a tramp, like a video vamp
Demolition woman, can I be your man
Your man

Razzle 'n' a dazzle 'n' a flash a little light
Television lover, baby, go all night
Sometime, anytime, sugar me sweet
Little miss-a-innocent sugar me, yeah

Take a bottle, shake it up
Break the bubble, break it up

Pour some sugar on me, ooh, in the name of love
Pour some sugar on me, c'mon fire me up
Pour your sugar on me, oh, I can't get enough
I'm hot, sticky sweet from my head to my feet yeah

Listen
Red light, yellow light, green-a-light go
Crazy little woman in a one man show
Mirror queen, mannequin, rhythm of love
Sweet dream, saccharine, loosen up
I loosen up

You gotta squeeze a little, squeeze a little
Tease a little more
Easy operator come-a-knockin' on my door
Sometime, anytime, sugar me sweet
Little miss innocent sugar me, yeah
Give a little more

Take a bottle, shake it up
Break the bubble, break it up

Pour some sugar on me, ooh, in the name of love
Pour some sugar on me, c'mon fire me up
Pour your sugar on me, oh, I can't get enough
I'm hot, sticky sweet from my head to my feet yeah

You got the peaches, I got the cream
Sweet to taste saccharine
'Cos I'm hot, so hot, sticky sweet
From my head, my head to my feet
To my feet
Do you take sugar, one lump or two?

Take a bottle, take a bottle
Shake it up, shake it up
Break the bubble, break it up
Break it up

Pour some sugar on me, ooh, in the name of love
Pour some sugar on me, c'mon fire me up
Pour your sugar on me, oh, I can't get enough
Pour some sugar on me, oh, in the name of love
Pour some sugar on me, get it, come get it
Pour your sugar on me, ooh
Pour some sugar on me, yeah
Sugar me

6mths?

so tonight wesley and i get on the topic of how he spoils me and he mentioned the one mth anniversary gift...which was

white gold earings with diamond chips....

yeah... i know. whoah right?

sohe metioned that tonight and i said "oh yeah i was blown away by that....i stilltalk to my freinds about that" and he says....

"wait till you see what i have planned fer a 6 mth gift. i've been planning this fer about a mth now"

THERE IS A SUCH THING AS A SIX MTH ANNIVERSARY???? OH SHIT OH FUCK OH SHIT OH FUCK!

LOL wait....

A MOTNH?????

i can hardly wait to see what he has planned up his sleeve....

i know what i am gonna do tho....

i am gonna find sumn posh place fer dinner. yup. and i will buy him..ummm..... what does a gal get her bf???

damn i mena i know piddly things, like movies and books but epic romantic gifts...not so much

oh oh i know i know

wesley doesnt drink alchohol at all. but he tried this caramilk cooler stuff and liked it. so we joked about a special occasion it wldnt be champagne or sum wine no it wld be caramilk cooler...

so.... sunday the 14th afternoon i will have his gift with a caramilk cooler besdie it to celebrate.... but what gift....

gotta be romantic....

and sweet...

he loves music...

im sorry allan i know i did this to u but in my defenseso has every other girfriend out there...

a mix cd....

laying beside a caramilk cooler

with a card

that invites to a dinner at a not posh but a fave place

and a movie followed by on of those x rated certificates i have fer sex :-) ook so that last on isnt romantic but the rest kinda is....

then if he has plans my gift is still ok cus its cards and we can go anothe rnigth if he has plans :)

i will wine and dine him...altho i will be vodka cooler and dineing him :)

i will even wear my lil black dress fer him :)

i think that will work

altho i wonder what he has up his sleeve

seriously tho 6mths...wow already. and we celebrate that? man have my old bf's chraped out on me and missed 6 mths...damn u old bf's.... lol.

man, i love u wesley...

oh oh oh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he said i love u back tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D good stuff :-)

LATE! LATE FER AN IMPORTANT DATE, PERIOD!

six.....days.... late...

fuck....you.....period......

u cam on the sixth day

i am extatic but also seriiusly pissed off cus i didnt miss and fucking pilsl this mth and u were late...by six fuxking days

what the hell do i do now. wait till ur dun the start over? if u arent dun take em a usual

and why the fuck were u late?

i tooka prego test just in case\el negativo

thank gawd

man that was scary. i mean i am ready to have a kid, if one opos along. i dunno if welsey is tho is the problem and i wld rather wait till we were both outta school but no big deal if one kid comes along means i postpone school...

but yeah..\six fuxking days late

fuck u period... u seriously mind fucked me and my boyfreind....

so happy to be bleeding tho...\six days... wtf

THEME SONG

DEar wesley... gimme a kis to build a dream on. gimme a few words to buld a dream on. i am waitinf for you my hansum wesley to say those words, tak me in ur arms tell me u love me and take me "home"

i will ake a kiss for now tho

altho im terrified u will hurt me, terrified i have yet again given my herat and soul to sumbody.... who will just hurt me in the end...

KISS TO BUILD A DREAM ON: LOUIS ARMSTRONG

VIDEO HERE

LYRICS

Give me a kiss to build a dream on
And my imagination will thrive upon that kiss
Sweetheart, I ask no more than this
A kiss to build a dream on

Give me a kiss before you leave me
And my imagination will feed my hungry heart
Leave me one thing before we part
A kiss to build a dream on

And when I'm alone with my fancies, I'll be with you
Weaving romances, making believe they're true

Oh, give me your lips for just a moment
And my imagination will make that moment live
Give me what you alone can give
A kiss to build a dream on

When I'm alone with my fancies, I'll be with you
Weaving romances, making believe they're true

Oh, give me lips for just a moment
And my imagination will make that moment live
Oh, give me what you alone can give
A kiss to build a dream on

blargh!

Wesley and i talked again the othernight.....said he is reluctant to admit he is in love... or sumthing liek that. cus we got tallking bout feelings and i metioned how i know love is xpressed in many ways but that...to date i have heard him say the wsords back to me twice, and another time he said he knew he loved me cus he wld miss me when i was gone...

i am trying to be patient. i undestand he has only ever had one other relationship which was 9 mths and he wa sliek 18 or 19 or 20 and i have been married so fer nce im the one with more experience

but

i just keep thinking im putting my heart out there and ....

i just ....

i am terrified i willend up hurt. that i will love sumbody and .... they dont love me back. like frank eventually did. he just ended up loveing his addiction and his fantasies of children more then me...

and withallan....

he has a new woman now..and told me he doesnt think he could do poly again...

wonderful...so now he is goign to give her...everyhting i left him for... all my rreasons.... we cus of the poly and the hurts of poly and the feeling that poly wasnt goignt o work and it was all poly poly poly and now

now....

he says hemight not want poly...

so.... the man i gave my heart andsoul to..

that tooka year and a half to finally say no to...

tha i said yes to wesley to because wesley offered monogamy not poly....

is..

prob no longer poly....

and...now he tells her,

everything i everr wanted to hear...

and he is no longer any of the reasons i said no to... and...and

and the man i love, wesley....

tells me nothing...

dangles lil things in front of me which make me hope and wish and dream only to have to chide myself and try to pass off as jokes cus i dont know if he is joking or actually means them cus he never actually says anything...

and i am waitng on himm and i ....i had to wait on allan ina way cus of emily. we both had to wait for her. and then i left him and i said no to him...

and i am waiting again...

this time in wesley

and i dont know..

all i know is...

im in love, i am being patiet. not pushing...

but meanwhile my heat says...

ha ha look what u did....

ad i love wesley i do. i want to marry him i want t have a life with him

and and

fer fuck sakes we have been dateing alnost 6 mth and he lives across th hall and he and his dad were thiking of moveing and he never even bothered to tell me cus his dad said not to tell anybody but im his fucking girlfriend and so much of our tie is sedpent together cus helives across the hall and he doesnt even bother to tell me he is possible moveing and im his girlfirend of almost 6 mths... he deosnt even say i love u back and....

oh i dunno...

all i know is....

allan is now telllign her, everyting i ever dreamed of and the reasons i said no are no longer valid...

and the man i do love is eveything oi evr wanted and more but he doesnt say i love u back and he seems like i am waitingon him and its frusyttarting and im terrified i am just goignt o be hurt.

and i need no contact fromallan...

and i need contact with welsey....

fuck.....

wesley.... please.... im waiting..just...dont hurt me. and please wesley i waited on allan for 2 yrs and then sum.... only to have my heart crushed and i said no and now look al the reaosn i said no to are no longer valid and hes giveing ll idreeamed of to another and you...you wesley...i am her waiting for u wesley.... im waiting..again..

always waiting....

i want an equal.. i want to stop waiting....

please wesley..\can i just come home? im tired of being a stary waiting to find home....

whats is love? how do u know if u love sumbody, lust somebody, or just want companionship...

i think, i think it is when you cannot describe the bond. like freindship, but more. theres trust and a wholeness that comes with being in that persons presence. a sense of lust as well as friendship. the feeling you would do almost anythign for that person and u know they would do the same...

the feeling you can be you and they can be them wthout fear. theres nuttin u can say or do that wld make em stop loveing u and vice versa...

theres a feeling of belonging, you belong in their arms and they belong in yours.

it is home.

have i found home again?

we chatted about my divorce the other day. i toldhim frank got everything when i left...

2 mths of expenses (rent, utils etc), both cars, the apartment, eveything in the apt except a bed a couch a chair a computer and my aquarium.... when i told wesley that frank even go the engagement ring (valued at at least 700$) he said

"don't worry abbe, i will get u an even bettter ring"

then i joked saying "oh i know what kind u will get me too" and we both said at the same time while giggeling.. "a cracker jack box ring"

i joked but inwardly i was thinking" dont take his joke to heart. dont overthingk it. but damn i wld die of joy if he were to get me a ring!"

today we sumhow got on the topic of weddings and honeymoons...

we both agreed we wkd like a vegas honeymoon. and talked bout what we would liek to do. of course we were care to say "i would lik" and "when the time comes with whomever i marry" and a cpl times he or i let the words "we" sleip but... it was kind cool.

i said i told myself a while b4 i met him if iw ere to get married again that i panned to go all out. get the dress i want the venue me and my fiance want and everything. told him last time i cheaped out cus i was being finacially responsible but this time i wld gladle go into a lil debt to do what me and my fiance want... cus in the edn u get what ui pay for and it it worth it. he agreed, said the same thing..

we chatted about renting tuxes and dresses vs buying em and how we both liek the idea of renting after al i have bought the dress b4 and it was just ib my closet and theres no gtees if i had a gorl she wld want it and styles change so... rent a dress and as for tuxes when else wld a man wear a tux....

we were both on the same page. and talked without fear.....

it was the first time ina long time i felt he had an adult conversation about his furture and that i felt i coudl share wothout him getting scared off....

it felt amazing.

neither one of us said we wanted t marry the other.... but.....i do. i just am not saying it...

So, i am really proud of myself. after month and half at my new job I FINALLY take a step and get to know a gal who comes in the night shift. heard her talkingbout sum online comics i read too. we chatted, she is a geek like me. a game geek. and even playes rpgs!!!!!

i was so exited when she invited me to try her larp (live action role play) mage the awakening (er sumthing) at her place sunday afternoons.

i had only ever heard of larp from allen and emily and i knew they werent involved in it again..so i said sure ...and i said i wld try to make it..and then she invites me to the grouoand i am all super fuckign excited and...

theres allan.

he is a fucking member of the facebook group.

maybe he doesnt larp at her place. ia sked, explaiend i have asked no contact w/ an ex and wanted to knwothe names of pplw ho alrped at her place if possible so i wouldnt bump into him... and that othign dangerous or bad just...we want no contact....

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccccccccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

i wnana meet new ppl. i wanna larp. fer fucks sake... this city is too fuckign small!

hi-ho

"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned." -Buddha

i think the same goes for any hurt, or pain, fear, or any other negative emotion .

I havent been sleeping.... and tonight i broke down and cried. after what my freind int he hospital told me, i wonder if i ever really know people and cus of that... wonder if i really know wesley.

tonight i laid in his arms, as he said he wished he could give me answers (still doesnt know what my freind told me) and i confided i was scared i didnt know him.... that afer what my freind told me i wondered if i knew anybody....

and after talkignto him i feel better.

doesnt matter if i knew other people... i trust wesley and i know him...

bible study...me?

The gals have decided to do a bible study. just us four. i amd the first one to lead. ok so i am not the best personto lead a bible study. i have sex outside of marriage, i was involved ina poly realtionship, i walked away from god (and walked back) i dont read the bible enuff i dont pray enuff i dont go to church enuff. i dont preach to my freinds or family.

but i am honest. i do talk about my faith when asked. i try to live how i think god wants me to liveand not how other SAY god wants me to live. i beleive in freindship evangelism, people who are seeking wills ee ur faith and ask thn u can tell. i HATE people who trill to drill the word into poeple who dont wanna hear it and call people down then say it si love.

to paraphrase a movie when they want it, they will come. u dont need to beat thump it into their heads.

i'm an honest person, i suck as a christian..but i beleive... and i try...and i seeek to improove myslef. i beleive in the father, the sdon, and the holy spirit. i beleive jesus dies for our sins and rose again to heaven and will come back again one day. i beleive jesus was born of the virgin mary thru the holy spirit.

thats it. thats all there is. everyhting else is doctorine bullshit. if u beleive these things, accept jesus in your heart. you r good to go. the rest comes with time and is iceing on the cake.

so yeah, leading a bible study.... me.

leading

a

bible

study,

how fucked up is that. i know what i just said above,. but for sum reason i beat myself up and hold me to a post and self judge and self beat up. i dont think i'm worthy, but then again none of us are. butt hats not what i mean i mean, i'm not eveen worth enuff to be leading a bible study....

but i will. and i dunno, i just....

i'm a terrible christian, but i love my gog and i try noit to be ahypocrite and i love everybody equally and i dont hold ppl accountable for their bullshit thats not my job. my job, is to love anfd accept as jesus did. the rest, jesus will do. i just love and accept.

sometime i love and accept too much LOL ;p

by the way. no sex last night. fooled around but no sex. very porud of mylsef.

still reeeling from wesleys words, i told him how much they meant.

i love him and he loves me....*sigh* lifeis good.

i think about allan less and less now. stioll feel the same for him, but, i think of him less and less.

i am no longer thinking about how much or how little wesley is liek allan. i no longer miss things allan did that wesley doesnt do. i just...i have accepted. and i think of allan less now. i stillf eel the same, but, i am moveing on and forward.... still dotn trust him or me as far as i can spit tho so no contact. he and emily still ahve a fucked up thing going on with their lack of a rewaltionship that i woudl ineveitable get inthe iddle of cus i love both my freinds , so still no contact. i stillt hink they can work this out and it is fooloshness what theya re doing and wanna bitchslap sense into them. so still, no contact. still pissed off emily gave allan 2 yrs to fix the reationship and allan gave emily 3mths.... so still no contact. -

HE SAID THEM!

"i know that i love you now, because i would miss youif you were gone"

*sigh* wesley FIBALLY said those words last night...and my heart soars. there. this feels amazing :-) he knows he loves me and i love him. \and all this came about cus i talked bout my fears of getting prego lol

todays theme song

CARELESS WHISPER

SEETHER (GEORGE MICHAEL/WHAM COVER)

VIDEO HERE

LYRICS:

Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind
Ignorance is kind
There's no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you'll find

I feel so unsure

As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
As the music dies, something in your eyes
Calls to mind a silver screen and all those sad goodbyes

I'm never gonna dance again
Cause guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind
Ignorance is kind
And there's no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you'll find

I'm never gonna dance again
Cause guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose the crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we want to say

We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But now who's gonna dance with me?
Please stay

I'm never gonna dance again
Cause guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool

I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I'd been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

"your hair looks nice, you look like abeautiful woman"

*sigh* it is comments like that which make me smile. wesley may not be as suave as allan, and the compliments are not as often as i wish...but they are pure and honest and sweet and i love em.

speaking of love, think i may have fallen too fast for welsey. gotta slow it down. tone it down. so i'm gonna do my damdest to keep down on the sex, heaven sakes i know i love the man but he doesnt know if he loves me and last thing i need is to be haveing sex with sumbody who doesnt know if they love me. \altho, i'm only his second girlfreind and he is saying things liek "when i think about u and me i think about us as one now not you and then me" which is encourageing. i just know that the side effect of sex can be pregnancy even with condoms and the pill sooooo i'd rather not get prego yet if he doesnt know if he loves me so...tone down sex. nott hat i wasnt a baby now, thats not what i mean all ai mean is if pregancy can happen to the best of use using the pill and condoms well... best to be safe as i wld rather that IF that lil side effect happens as an unexpected surprise thatit happens whilst we r in love and not whilst he is figureing out love

just to make it clear tho, i dont want kids right now... a few yrs from now sure...not now. lol

btw, still upset over what my freind in the hospital told me. still cant blog about it. still upset yho and asking a lotof confusing questions.....

after what my friend told me last night... did i ever really know my freinds and loved ones???

i'm still crying over it. i would liekt o explain why, but i cant. cus swore i wouldnt blog about it. i cannot tell anybody about it. and i promised myself a logn time ago i would never get caught up ina secret again but here i am...keepingsumbodys else secret and bawling my eyes out and wesley is trying to cosole me but all i will say is it is related to my frein in thehospital and thats it and so im even keeping a secret from him and its killing me botht he keepiung the secret and what the secret actually is....

do we ever really know sumbody...guess not.

a promise to a friend

friend in th hospital told me something i swore i wouldnt blog about... all i wills ay is...i creid when i got home.

saw allan at the hospital... cried when i got home too.

a song which says it all here

Here is where the road divides
Here is where we realize
The sculpting of the Father's great design
Thru' time you've been a friend to me
But time is now the enemy
I wish we didn't have to say goodbye
But I know the road He chose for me
Is not the road he chose for you
So as we chase the dreams we're after
Chorus:
Pray for me and I'll pray for you
Pray that we will keep the common ground
Won't you pray for me and I'll pray for you
And one day love will bring us back around again

Painted on our tapestry
We see the way it has to be
Weaving thru' the laughter and the tears
But love will be the tie that binds us
To the time we leave behind us
Memories will be our souvenirs
And I know that thru' it all
The hardest part of love is letting go
But there's a greater love that holds us

theemesong, and just what is "that"?

JUst what is "that" in meatloafs song i would do anything for love? well for me, when it came to emily and allan..."that"...was polyamoury.

it was one of thehardest choices i ever had to make. i remmeber weighing the pros and cons and tellign emaily "theres more cons then pros"

sometimes love, just isnt enuff.

there are days i wonder.... and i have to remind myself love isnt enuff. and thats hard.

i saw emily the other day at the hospital. when i got home, i was very mopey and emotional. i miss her and even allan a fuck ton.

i just dont miss the bullshit.

emily saying "i hate the control u have over allan. i hatwe the control u have over my family" still is strong in my memory. when she said those words, i knew it was time to back off. something was fucking wrog..and look what happened.... they fell apart.

i'm mad at that. she and allan promised me everything i ever asked of them when it came to poly... bleneded family, no more hideing from ppl, realtonsip out of the closet, a life togtehrr, ....

and it was all.... promises like grains of sand thru my hands. nothing i could hold to. and look wherhppened...they ar eseparated.

altho i think its bullshit. i've heard ppl say "i love them im not in love with them" what the fuck is that. u either love sumbody or u dont. that simple. anythng else is bullshit.

money is no reason to thru away love. i wish i could beathump allan into that. he gave emily 3 mths, shegave him 2 yrs. his was the bigger transgression. what the fuck....

i wish i could be there, hang out, but..i cant be in the middle of this crap liek i always was. and...i dont trust allan and i dont trust me.

i miss them both so much.... life just seems incomplete witheout allna and emily.

whats was "that" in meatloaf's song.... that for me, was polyamoury.

as wesley put it ....i have a "real" boyfriend now. none of this part time girlfreind on the side bullshit..... sumtimes love, just isnt enuff.

i love wesley now too. he is in my heart and i am tryingto be patient and wait for him to catch up to me. he hasnt been married, or had a 2 yr relationsip ( well 22 mths) so i'm a lil more experienced that way so i ogtta wait fer him to catch up to me when it comes to love...

i just pray i wont get hurt.....

oh btw i had a dream last night.... i was getting married again. i had like five cakes and there were kids involved in the procession... weird thing was, i was in my dress but i was waiting at the alter for my groom to come down.... and my groom walked down the isle to me to get married and he was wesley, then changed to allan, then changed to frank, and back to wesley and so on...... it was a weird dream. on the plus side, he walked dopwn the ilse to an africain song (ithink) called baba yetu lol. it wa sa weird dream.

i dont know what i'm going thru, i dont know why my heart wont let go. all i knowis i love wesley. and i am poly in hear and mono by choice. i chose you wesley. u won. i wont betray u. i love you. sum days its hard to let go and let love. i'm terrified i will get hurt again. twice i gave love my all, twice i got hurt....deeply badly and irreeparabley i think sometimes.

mend my heart wesley. help me tear down these walls i keep wantint to put up. i love you welsey, please cath up to me soon...

MEATLOAF: I WOULD DO ANYTING FOR LOVE

VIDEO HERE

LYRICS:

And I would do anything for love,
I'd run right into hell and back.
I would do anything for love,
I'll never lie to you and that's a fact.

But I'll never forget the way you feel right now, oh no, no way.
And I would do anything for love,
Oh I would do anything for love,
I would do anything for love,
But I won't do that,
No I won't do that.

And some days it don't come easy,
And some days it don't come hard,
Some days it don't come at all, and these are the days that never end.

And some nights you're breathing fire.
And some nights you're carved in ice.
Some nights you're like nothing I've ever seen before or will again.

And maybe I'm crazy.
Oh it's crazy and it's true.
I know you can save me, no one else can save me now but you.

As long as the planets are turning.
As long as the stars are burning.
As long as your dreams are coming true, you'd better believe it!

That I would do anything for love,
And I'll be there till the final act.
And I would do anything for love,
And I'll take the vow and seal a pact.

But I'll never forgive myself if we don't go all the way, tonight.

And I would do anything for love,
But I won't do that.
No, I won't do that!

I would do anything for love,
Anything you've been dreaming of,
But I just won't do that.
[x2]

[Solo]
And some days I pray for silence,
And some days I pray for soul,
Some days I just pray to the god of sex and drums and rock 'n' roll!

And maybe I'm lonely,
That's all I'm qualified to be.
There's just one and only, one and only promise I can keep.

As long as the wheels are turning.
As long as the fires are burning.
As long as your prayers are coming true, you'd better believe it!

That I would do anything for love,
And you know it's true and that's a fact.
I would do anything for love,
And there'll never be no turning back.

But I'll never do it better than I do it with you, so long, so long.
And I would do anything for love,
Oh, I would do anything for love,
I would do anything for love,
But I won't do that.
No, no, no, I won't do.....

I would do anything for love.
Anything you've been dreaming of.
But I just won't do that!
[x3]

But I'll never stop dreaming of you,
Every night of my life.
No way.

And I would do anything for love.
But I won't do that.
No I won't do that.


[Girl]
Will you raise me up, will you help me down?
Will you get me right out of this God forsaken town?
Will you make it all a little less cold?

[Boy]
I can do that. Oh I can do that.

[Girl]
Will you cater to every fantasy I've got?
Will you hose me down with holy water, if I get too hot? Hot!
Will you take me places I've never known?

[Boy]
Now I can do that! Oh oh now, I can do that!

[Girl]
After awhile you'll forget everything.
It was a brief interlude
And a midsummer night's fling,
And you'll see that it's time to move on.

[Boy]
I won't do that. I won't do that.

[Girl}
I know the territory, I've been around,
It'll all turn to dust and will all fall down,
Sooner or later, you'll be screwing around.

[Boy]
I won't do that. No, I won't do that.

Anything for love,
Oh, I would do anything for love,
I would do anything for love,
But I won't do that.
No, I won't do that.