*sigh* it is comments like that which make me smile. wesley may not be as suave as allan, and the compliments are not as often as i wish...but they are pure and honest and sweet and i love em.
speaking of love, think i may have fallen too fast for welsey. gotta slow it down. tone it down. so i'm gonna do my damdest to keep down on the sex, heaven sakes i know i love the man but he doesnt know if he loves me and last thing i need is to be haveing sex with sumbody who doesnt know if they love me. \altho, i'm only his second girlfreind and he is saying things liek "when i think about u and me i think about us as one now not you and then me" which is encourageing. i just know that the side effect of sex can be pregnancy even with condoms and the pill sooooo i'd rather not get prego yet if he doesnt know if he loves me so...tone down sex. nott hat i wasnt a baby now, thats not what i mean all ai mean is if pregancy can happen to the best of use using the pill and condoms well... best to be safe as i wld rather that IF that lil side effect happens as an unexpected surprise thatit happens whilst we r in love and not whilst he is figureing out love
just to make it clear tho, i dont want kids right now... a few yrs from now sure...not now. lol
btw, still upset over what my freind in the hospital told me. still cant blog about it. still upset yho and asking a lotof confusing questions.....
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