So, i am really proud of myself. after month and half at my new job I FINALLY take a step and get to know a gal who comes in the night shift. heard her talkingbout sum online comics i read too. we chatted, she is a geek like me. a game geek. and even playes rpgs!!!!!

i was so exited when she invited me to try her larp (live action role play) mage the awakening (er sumthing) at her place sunday afternoons.

i had only ever heard of larp from allen and emily and i knew they werent involved in it again..so i said sure ...and i said i wld try to make it..and then she invites me to the grouoand i am all super fuckign excited and...

theres allan.

he is a fucking member of the facebook group.

maybe he doesnt larp at her place. ia sked, explaiend i have asked no contact w/ an ex and wanted to knwothe names of pplw ho alrped at her place if possible so i wouldnt bump into him... and that othign dangerous or bad just...we want no contact....

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccccccccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

i wnana meet new ppl. i wanna larp. fer fucks sake... this city is too fuckign small!