hi-ho

"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned." -Buddha

i think the same goes for any hurt, or pain, fear, or any other negative emotion .

I havent been sleeping.... and tonight i broke down and cried. after what my freind int he hospital told me, i wonder if i ever really know people and cus of that... wonder if i really know wesley.

tonight i laid in his arms, as he said he wished he could give me answers (still doesnt know what my freind told me) and i confided i was scared i didnt know him.... that afer what my freind told me i wondered if i knew anybody....

and after talkignto him i feel better.

doesnt matter if i knew other people... i trust wesley and i know him...