But time, new love, and Jesus heal all wounds

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

fire?

are some people...meant to be in your life?
are there some freindships, which can be broken and medned and broken and mended again? kinda like gold is tempered in fire?
am i, playing with fire?
are some people ...best forgotten?
argh...i dont know.
i know i miss my freinds...i just dont miss the bullshit.
and i know i hear bout bad shit happening to them..and i get worried for them.... and its frustrating cus its been 6 mths and part of me should have just let go and moved on...
but i guess not...
are some people, sum parts of life..best forgotten?
am i playing with fire....?
i have wesley, so theres no danger there...
still....
are we all gonna get burned ? we are already scarred enough....or are we...
i dont know anymore.\i just know, i miss my freinds....and.... i do care bout them...even now...and i tried being angry and bitchy....i treid pushing and screaming and yelling...
i told myself i hatred them....
and stilli couldnt bring myself to hate them....
not even after 6 mths....

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