we both apologised. he misread my words, i need t watch what i say...
i kinda dont liek that.
"you need towatch what you say"
i'm me.... i'm not changeing. and i candt just watch what i say..... i'm supposed to be able to say whatever around him cus he's the only erson i can be me around...i dont wanna have a guard up over my words...
i say what i mean, mean what i say but also sumtimes i get my words mixed up an say things wrong cusi said one thing thought i was clear and turns out it meant sumthign else to somebody esle and i need need need sumbody in my life...
who knows me enough to understand what i mean....and not misinterptret my words...
and i hate to say it..
but allan speaks "me." he knew what i meant when sumtimes i said one thing meaning one thing and sumbody esle would think it meant sumthing else he spoke "me" and understood what i meant.
maybe that comes with time...i mean i knew allan for yrs an hime me fer yrs
maybe wesley just needs time to learn speaking "me"
he apologised this morning by making me lunch when he came by for our moring kiss he gave me lunch :-) very sweet. he knows i grab a lot of stuff and dont eat well at work cus i dont normally make my lunches....
sumtimes, i feel liek this relationshipis the best thing since slicved bread
other times i feel liek im waiting for my life to begin with my love.....and i have always waited...and its painful to be waiting...again.....
othertimes i am blissfully inlove..and i thinki will try to stay there...blissfully in love...
jus go with the flow...one step atta time
anbody who know me...knows that aint me...
but i will try
for wesleys sake. i love him. will try and be patient....
lol, im so very very silly...
buti feel bttr after talkign wth him. even if i dotn agree with the "u need to watch what u say"
gimme a kiss to buld a dream on is stuck in my head
"loui armstron- Gimme a kiss"
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