Made jager snitzel for supper tonight fer weskey...he has been goign thru such a ruff time. its hard being his cheerleader... i'm really runnign low on positive energy.
but tonight, he came up behind me while i was cleaning up supper and wrapped his warm loveing arms around me, placed his head on my shoulder and said :thanks for cookign supper tonight. it was deleicious" i asked "are you happy now" and he said "yes, it was just what i needed" *planted a kiss on me*
there are times, when i wonder why i ever doubt this relationship..................
he is very sweet.... but hes beating himself up over this sql server and iron sumthing er othert programs and also over visual basic(?) .... he is being caled on this stuff at work and fells he is lacking....
so today i asked him what he was feelign he lacked and sent him a buncha links to free tutorials online...hopeing they wld help. they duidnt, cus he ditn even bother looking at them... says tried but was too tired to concentrate
btw, he still cannot sleep too well in bed with me...
thats dispointing.... in his defense, neither can i!
why is it, with allan i could sleep to my heart conten with him and he with me...
but withw esleyhe cant. i mean i sleep well with him, just sumtimes i toss n turn a lot..but i sleep.... him...not so much
i dont knwo what else to try to help...
this cheerleader is gettign cherrleaded out...
i wish he wld stp being so hard on hinself at work\and i wish he cld start falling alseep at my place...
poor guy.... im sure he willf eel betetr soon
okies....
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