i got an email today

this came from one of my friends, only known them for a year or so.... i just old them about my poly relationship and how i broke up with allan sunday night.... anyways this was the nice email he sent me.... i told hi m i had the love them "as the world fall down" stuck in my head... a very sad song as i had "theres such sad love, deep in yer eye..." verse playing over and over.....
anyways, he sent me this email.. and i really like the song....

July 28, 2009 4:00:06 PM
"Hey kid. I'm so sorry you're feeling down. A break up though, whether deserved or not, is always hard. It hurts. You're hurting. The only thing that will heal it is time. And friends. Having said that, know that it will heal. You will feel better. I promise! You have friends, and we're here for you. Here to help you. And we will. All of us.

I have a different song for you to get stuck in your head. I think it applies to me as well. Except for the "little girl" part... ;) It's called "The Middle" by Jimmy Eat World.




Hey,
Don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out,
Or looked down on.

Just try your best,
Try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away.

[Chorus]
It just takes some time, little girl,
you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright. (alright)

Hey,
You know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, (on your own)
So don't buy in.

Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough (good enough)
For someone else.

[Chorus x2]

Hey,
don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out, (feel left out)
Or looked down on.

Just do your best, (just do your best
Do everything you can. (do everything you can)
And don't you worry what their bitter hearts (bitter hearts)
Are gonna say.

[Chorus x2]




Take care kid! We love you, and we're all here for you, anytime!

*HUGS!!!*"


now that's an uplifting email... that and my blogger Friend Wolfie's comments... and did i mention emily is going to come by with ice cream some time this week?
i feel the love

but i still feel the pain.... dear god how long will it last this time???