curitosity didnt KILL the cat

you've gotta be kidding me...

argh blargh nuffle blargh argggggggh! thats what i get when i break down all the fuckign walla and have a heart to heart...

wonderful.... just wonderful...

so tell me.... what do you do when something just sounds too good to be true? what do you do when ur heart skips a beat with joy and also u feel like vomiting from panic and fear....">what do u do when ur hearts deepest most secret desire is confirmed?

what do u do... would you ignore it and continue with life....

or follow your heart....

aw fuck....

thats what i get for haveing a candid no walls heart to heart with somebody.... i could have said no, dont tell me. i was warned, but my damn curiousity and some sick desire to be told something i suspected and felt, was right

now what??? fuck! shit!

now what??? fuck! shit!

now what??? fuck! shit!

now what??? fuck! shit!

now what??? fuck! shit!

now what??? fuck! shit! ‎"Do whatever comes your way to do as well as you can. Think as little as possible about yourself and as much as possible about other people and about things that are interesting. Put a good deal of thought into happiness that you are able to give." ~ Eleanor Roosevelt
Oh eleanor, you are so right... i need to put thought into this...

now what??? fuck! shit!

now what??? fuck! shit!

now what??? fuck! shit!

now what??? fuck! shit!

now what??? fuck! shit!