i may love him, but he'll never be let back into my heart

I do still ove him, but he's not all i need, he's not the only love i'll have. but every once in a while, i cry and i think of this song. he's not the one for me, i'll find him sumday. but for now, i cry for the memories of the one i loved with all my ehart... and who broke it. and he never intended too..least i dont think he did... awas it all justa lie, do my memories deceive me? was it all justa lie? i may love him, but he'll never be let back into my heart .... he is in the same page as frank now... full of regrets and lost love....
i'll get over him... its just moments of weakness when i think of songs like this that make me cry for him... and for me... and even, for emily...
i miss them both so very much...
i'm here but...i can't stay. i must get over him, even if i truly do not want to...
i must stop crying for him... but then i hear songs ike this and i feel the pang of heartache all over again and i remeber and i want those memories to fade away! cus its too much!
i'll get iver him..eventually..just as i got over frank...eventully....
and i'll hear a song liek this and i'll still cry....but eventually...it will just eb a sad memory and not a pang of heartache and a psychical pain in my chest..eventually i'll get over him and find another one...but for now, i fele the pain..and i cry....


i'm here
madlax (ost)
english translation lyrics

God will never forgive a lie like this
The moonlight beyond the window
Because of the sins for deceiving the memories
Even tomorrow becomes unclear
I'm here

It was probably mistaken from the beginning
Even sadness was predetermined
Yet I still miss that chest
I find myself crying

I want to express my feelings just once
In the dream where the warmth disappears

You're all I need
I want you to embrace me
I'm here, always, always

A moonlit night, a sigh that falls out
Shaking my fingers, I'll be waiting

When I was a child, I believed in god
The moonlight beyond the window
I fell in love with just one person
Believing in comforting each other
You are here
I'm here

You're all I need
I want you to be here
I can be happy
I'm sure, I'm sure

As if hugging a disconsolate heart
Cold fingertips
Eternally, eternally

Youre all I need
I want you to embrace me
I'm here, always, always

A moonlit night, the sigh that falls out
Shaking the fingers, I'll be waiting

Youre all I need
I'm here

A moonlit night