But time, new love, and Jesus heal all wounds

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

UNiversity

I got my grade back from my university course.... i worked my little ass off. i had to take a test every othe week! it was 3 hrs in one session of grueling french grammar. it was study all the time... i worked my ass off... and....
*drum roll*
I got an
A!
I HAVE A 4.0 GPA NOW :-)
sure it is only one course but....
am so fucking floored right now. I mean, whoah. totally floored i was expecting a c maybe a b.... but an a! whoah! seeign that 4.0 gpa is fucking amzing tho! well, it is only one class but still... very nve to see.... i cannnot belive i did it.... i'm shocked. everybody says they knew i could do it. bt i didnt. i mean i prsyed and i studied and ..whoah!
i even told allan, he said a cpl weeks ago he wanted to knw what my grade was. so it old him. havent told emeily, she has nt ecpressed a want to know liek allan did. I'm not bragging...i'm just so dan proud. i worke dmy ass off fer this grade... :-D
whoah!
i saw it and i spent like 15 minutes going
"holy shit, holy fuck, oh my god, holy shit, holy fuck, oh my god, holy shit, holy fuck, oh my god"
and "whoah, whoah whoah, whoah, whaoh"

i am clinging to whatever good i can right now cus i am so fucking low! this may not be much to you... but it is sumthign to cling to... cus i am struggling hard core with thoughts and theya renot good thoughts...

1 comment:

Wollf Howlsatmoon said...

An a for you is a yay for me. Good job. You can do anything if you want to. Just got to forgive yourself and move on. You're young and pretty and now smart too.....winning combo, Kid.

Keep it up.